Woke up late now things need to rush. I don’t have time to do that for myself I need to write my essay. My head hurts it’s due tomorrow. I should help my mom out. She’s carrying too much. I miss my family. I need to call her later. I need to write my essay. I haven’t even planned it. I don’t know where to start. I’ll just break it down. I still don’t know where to start. I wish I was smarter. Yeah I wish I was better in every way. It would have been better to do this when it was assigned. I’m not that clever though. I shouldn’t be thinking about that I don’t have time. I need to write my essay. I start writing late I’ll sleep late too. I forgot how bad I am at this how am I in the position to write in the first place. It would be easier if I were with someone. I miss Michael from college he would help just by being there. I miss acting in college I miss the drama group. I miss interacting and speaking so easy when it comes to acting. I miss how freeing it feels to become a character. Not acting is such wasted potential but I don’t have any time for it. I don’t know why I’m thinking if I don’t have time to think about that. I need to write my essay.