Woke up late now things need to rush. I don’t have time do that for myself write my essay. My head hurts it’s due tomorrow. should help mom out. She’s carrying too much. miss family. call her later. haven’t even planned it. know where start. I’ll just break it down. still wish was smarter. Yeah better in every way. It would been better this when assigned. I’m not clever though. shouldn’t be thinking about that time. start writing sleep late too. forgot how bad am at this the position first place. easier if were with someone. Michael from college he by being there. acting drama group. interacting and speaking so easy comes acting. freeing feels become a character. Not is such wasted potential but any why think that. essay.?