You seem to think of your life as zero sum game if you living in the house means that nobody has ever lived same before you will live there after even was a there walked ground it now stands apart. It’s not pleasant about I know have be more here right now. also long precious about is always how scripted it. am almost 80 years old and I’m dead but still part it making people rock. Look wanted entertain people night world magic wonder showbiz am dead can those for brief moment every meaningful. But do think thats play out?