I know I've probably said this about a different guy before but Alex means everything to me. Id cut my own finger off just see him right now. It's like heart is freezing baby and he's the blanket. He makes me happier than anyone in entire world he smile when i feel hopeless take another breath of air because breaths it too. If lost I'd lose myself. No one compares him no can compare his big that laugh way follows everywhere go hands fit perfectly with mine only person dreadful world. wish there was word for love even doesn't describe him. knees buckle grow bigger ever thought possible. His words sing song ears hear as remedy smell above clouds. could grab between palm make into candle burn upon hours. trust enough give whole. stayed life would have permanent lines indented onto cheeks never fade. Usually you ask someone's dream it's going space or becoming doctor mine much more simple. My wake up body cradled by arms while sun pours both our faces painting them subtle yellow. knew how loved Alex.