sometimes I feel like the moon Never really shining just reflecting another’s Just watching world and lives in it moving forward around others But want to be someone’s A peaceful force calming their tides loving light never blinding but soothing The thing they long for when night’s too bright love being moonlight asked sword placed my hands try keep hidden urge fight let go everything that’s burning veins Every hurtful word every slam of door empty bottle feels another stab chest wanted now can unsheathe it lest his death on As got closer felt mind was drowning. mix fear anger overwhelming something ripping out brain. Then suddenly pain surrounded more than mind couldn’t control what taking over body. so overwhelming kneeled cold dirty floor.