“The Television!” Before I write this just want to say the majority of my bad scars have healed and bandaged with good qualities forgiven then forgotten. Of course there are that can’t be forgotten but can forgive because without some would not person am today. was in family’s basement bored alone didn’t know what watch on TV so searched for a movie at age was I’d select anything saw. We Netflix or Hulu time I’m sure year it since don’t remember exactly how old best estimate is 4 5 years old. hardly knew read ended up purchasing thinking everything free. played as watched mind flooded toxic images forever engraved brain. All going saw bunch nude people screen things they did weren't ordinary. My dad mom probably got message about purchase ran down stairs quickly like minute more into movie. It also could noise coming from caught their attention turned off. recalled memory last told me happened she thought wouldn’t that.