June 28 2021 those exact words are still replaying in my head. An elephant was on chest. All I wanted to do cry because were that came straight from the heart but a part of me didn't believe that’s how he felt. never knew day would have big impact till this day. I've stressed and broken myself down just find forgiveness me every little thing soon started feel like fault. also try forgive dad at times too know doesn’t bad has affected saying felt all can is thank him for actually expressing his feelings once towards no matter it hurt me. will always love him.